I'm not going to write down recipes. No meal-prep photos. No calorie tables.

I'm writing down what I eat. And why.

The reality after 12 hours of shift

After a long night shift, my brain isn't capable of making good decisions. That's not weakness — that's neurology. The prefrontal cortex, the part of the brain responsible for rational decisions, measurably works worse after sleep deprivation.

In concrete terms: I plan ahead. I prepare. I think about food as little as possible after a shift — because I make bad decisions anyway at that point.

My system: I always cook a slightly bigger portion in the evening before a night shift — and leave it in the fridge. That's my post-shift meal. No decision needed.

What I actually eat

Mostly protein plus something light. Cold chicken from the fridge with a few slices of cucumber. Quark with berries. Sometimes just a glass of milk and a handful of nuts when I'm not really hungry — just ghrelin-hungry, the biological hunger that shows up regardless of whether I actually need food.

Under 400 kcal. Little sugar. No alcohol — it wrecks daytime sleep completely, even though it makes falling asleep easier. That's a trade I would never make.

And then: straight to bed. No TV, no phone, no "I'll just check quickly."

What I no longer eat

No big meals. No fast food on the drive home. No coffee after 3 AM. No sweets — the sugar gives 20 minutes of energy and then a crash exactly when I want to sleep.

That sounds simple. And it is simple — once you've prepared for it.